Could I be sterile?

[Unregisteredd]

Hey yall. This is kind of embarassing to talk about but it's been troubling me for awhile. A couple of years ago I masturbated. I have kind of a strange method of masturbation...I cross my legs and kind of "choke" it and keep pumping it until I ejaculate. I know it's weird, but that's the way I've always done it for some reason. Well, I started when I was 11 and I was 15 back then. That time, however, I was sitting in a chair...actually, kind of laying in the chair, and when ejaculating I kept my legs crossed for some reason and it felt like it held everything back. My ***** became VERY small and soft and it was like I couldn't feel it. Also, the area around my kidneys was hurting and I also haven't had nearly as much *** as I used to have. It doesn't smell and it's not as thick, just kind of clear. My ***** feels kind of weird when it ejaculates now, sometimes even hurting. My sides still kind of hurt after ejaculation, as well as the abdominal area. It was almost like I pulled my groin somehow, but I don't know. Anyways, my erections are hard to come by and kind of hurt sometimes. It's also always kind of bent at the base. Not real bad, but noticable. My ***** looks like it's kind of shrunk and my ejections don't make it as hard and as big as it used to. I went to the doctor and had my kidneys checked out, as well as a prostate exam, and nothing came back. It hasn't felt right ever since that day. What could be the problem? Am I still sterile? Will I ever be able to conceive, and how can I get my ***** to feel "normal" again?

I'm 17, by the way, if that helps. Never had sex...saving until marriage because I'm a Christian. It's kind of hypocritical that I masturbate but it's something I've struggled with. Either way, I've been dealing with this for 2 years ever since that night. Anybody got any ideas?

[Monsterlove]

see a urologist...

http://www.medhelp.org/forums/urolog...ges/30547.html

My bet is you are not sterile...but have an injury of some type that may or may not need surgical repair...don't be so rough on yourself...

this is done under a local:
http://www.rcsed.ac.uk/journal/vol43_2/4320009.htm

[Unregistered2]

i thought i was sterile because i did so much stupid stuff with my ***** and ***** when i was around your age, http://forums.wrongdiagnosis.com/ima...s/icon4.giffor thinking that i was sterile i get a girl pregnant i didn't used a condom. stop worrying a lot and stop masturbating a lot for about a month drink protein and more water to create more sperm if that doesn't work go to the urologist it may be an erection problem not sterile.

[rachel125]

you need to see a dr asap to see if it can get fixed cause if you just leave it and not do anything about it then it will make you sterile
I am betting that you either kinked or broke the passege that the *** goes through.

[Unregistered]

you need to see a dr asap to see if it can get fixed cause if you just leave it and not do anything about it then it will make you sterile
I am betting that you either kinked or broke the passege that the *** goes through.

I know the post is old but I'm in the same siuation. Did the poster find anything new. Did it get better. Did yo go to the doctor? Let me me know thanks